I Think

Things went on in the same routine as in the past month.Office, BCS work, office, BCS work, Worries of final year all these things were giving so much trouble in the head. And I was mainly occupied in reading more on MJ and listning to music again. :) And it really bothered me how media used to verbally abuse Michael and after his death only speek of all the good things he did, yet again after couple of weeks of his memorial publish articles such as saying he's really not the father of his children and stuff, which in my opinion are quite ridiculous and plain crap. I really can't understand how these media can make those comments when those three children are crying in the loss of their beloved father.To this day I'm writing this post, it's been a month since he parted from this world. God must have been too stressed with all the work load to recruit the best entertainer in this world for him. :) Yet again I saw loads of good comments from fans and couple of critisisms as well, and I wonder what was the actual problem with him to be a victim of critics. What was so odd about loving children so much and wanting to spend time with them? Being an icon? Well then what about Madonna's obcession in adopting children? Is it fair coz she's a woman and MJ's a man? I do not know the answer. But one thing I know, since I was a kid I always turned to music when I was down. BSB,MJ,Westlife they all were part of my childhood and MJ was special coz he had the most amazing smile :) and when I was down their songs brought so much comfort and hope and made me smile. But today when I listen to my old collections it brings so much sadness coz the feeling MJ's gone strikes me like a blow and that makes me feel part of my childhood has vanished. I don't know if anybody understands what I'm saying :P Apolagies if I confused anybody :P Well it's been a tuff month with so much happenings, not to mentuon almost falling asleep in first Exco meeting :P I wish MJ could come back or probably he could actually go to Neverland and hope one day I'll be in Neverland as well. Far away from all the worries and playing whole day long :) Love u more MJ!!!