Jingle All The Way

Ho ho ho Ho ho ho Merry Christmas everyone!!!!! Merry Christmas!!!!
Thought this would be a better starting on this special day.The cold breez and the smiling faces made it hard for me to feel gloomy and find any fault to grumble about office ;) . Christmas has always being the season to be light hearted, free, cheerful what's more feel on top of the world. :) Well gradually the spirit is moving away year by year, it had being ages since I decorated the christmas tree and waited for Santa. Yep, I believed in Santa till I started preschool coz my Christmas presents were waiting for me in the Christmas morning. So bad mom, u guys were fooling me :(. Today no christmas presents, no christmas tree, got only today to celebrate and stuck in office where as I had a whole month to celebrate till this time.Oh am I grown up now???? :( .And I should note here all the fun times I had with Nadeesha, my best friend. Miss u girl. Hope u still remember all the super crazy stuff we used to do in December vacation as I do. Oh and the best thing was watching Christmas movies ;) . There were soooo many nice Santa movies like I'm home for christmas,Jingle all the way, oh and soo many movies where christmas wishes come true in Art TV home movies, TNL, even ITN and Rupavahini and lastly ETV.Hmmm hope they'll telecast at least one nice movie today ;). Ah so many Happy Memories at the Christmas parties too and not to mention the delicious yummy christmas cakes ;).Things are a bit boring but all those memories bring a smile to my face and yes it is hard to feel gloomy and I wanna say loudly I'm sooooo happy and wish a merry christmas too.Jingle all the way guys ;)

Random feelings

Well I was actually planning to write my Interior Monologue part 2 but during my free time at office which is almost all the time there as I'm blessed with some misfortune to be sitting jobless I was reading stuff on the internet. Well that would range from technical stuff to paranormal ;). There were some facts which thoroughly drew my attention,mmm would be more appropriate if I say which made me sad and think twice.In many stories and poems people were lamenting over what they let go. Well in my case it was only a placement of one year which is the most important thing for me in this year but these people have let go of their preacious love.And then alas lamenting over it, thinking of the past and wishing they can go back in time.But what surprises me is had the circumstances been that much worse that they had to take a decision and let go of love.It just surprises me can you really let go of your love if it means so much as to lament over ages.I'm not reffering instances where u let go of him or her for that person's good or if there are distances between you. But there were incidents people did that for no reason maybe coz they didn't understand how much they loved the other till they lost that person.I wonder how this feeling consisting of four words brings so much happiness and so much sufferings to one's life.Yet I feel it should be something withing you and pure and it should not always end up achieving the person,but here I'm not saying that you should let go either but if you can't have your love by some means people should be happy by seeing the other's happiness, well like a silent love.I think that'll be a cure to the lamenting,frustration, sufferings and so on........ But most importantly hold on to your love when you've got it coz once broken, the heart is the least possible thing to replace and more than that I can't bear to read any more blogs posts and stories and poems of people's sufferings coz they let go of love which I believe to come once in a life.Believe in your love and god will lead you to him or her.Oh I guess that was tooo much from me. okmanymanyapolagiesifIwasted ur time. Just hold on o what your heart say and not what the world expects from you.Do every possible thing to hold on to your love and still if you loose you can comfort your weepingheart sayin tht you did your best to stop him or her. ;)Good Luck everyone.